We all have certain desires in our lives only some are a bit more ravenous than others. Some people desire money others power, but there are some who desire other things. Things that are unachievable by conventional means. Some desires only exist in our empty thoughts while others plague our dreams, and sometimes even our reality. Carrie was no exception.

For those whose desires cloud their minds and their visions we call obsessed, and this is when problems can occur. The conscious mind can suddenly and violently erupt in a manner that destroys one's life and will ultimately lead to the destruction of others. Now plenty of people know what obsession is but do not know how or why it begins.

I can tell you about desire is I cannot explain obsession. It is a reality that you have to face for yourself before you can explain it to anyone, and as for Carrie. Well let's see just how far her desires will go. I must warn you that the mind is a dangerous place where both order and chaos exist. Now lets follow Carrie as we try to understand her desire.

"Carrie what are you doing?" Shouted Ms. Simian

Carrie looked up to see the class staring at her. "I'm taking notes."

"Well good for you. That is if we were supposed to be taking notes." The entire class began to giggle.

"Ugh I'm sorry Ms. Simian."

"Well good because if I catch you off task again then I'm going to have to send you down to the principal's office."

Carrie new better than to argue with Ms. Simian so she closed her note book and waited for everyone's stares to drift back towards the front.

"So as I was saying the conquistadors arrived in South America in early 1600's." Carrie couldn't bear to listen to any more of this history talk it made no difference to her what happened to the Aztecs. She had already read about their demise. Right now she was more preoccupied on the story she had been working on.  It was the only thing that had kept her sane for so long. Writing and reading that's all see did learning and friendship
held no place in her life.

"Ms. Simian what the heck are humans?" asked Gumball

"You're joking aren't you?"

"What I've never seen a human so can you tell us what they are?" Gumball asked getting the rest of the class interested as well.

A Gumball Watterson one of Carries few actual friends, and yet he is dumbest person she have ever known. How he survives with his mindset is truly a miracle within itself. Carrie can still remember the time she had used his body for her own pleasure. She remembered how easy it was to take over his mind, and how wonderful it had felt to have flesh again.

That's when it hit her she remembered his flesh. Not only did she remember his, but also hers from when she was alive. Her memories now raced as she recalled every moment of warmth and security that she felt inside of Gumballs body. These thoughts brought a smile to her face as she began to feel the warmth of her memories growing inside of her. "If only I had a real body… If only I could fell the wonderful sensation of flesh." She couldn't hold it in any longer she shuddered as the warmth dashed through her ghostly form. She was in Nirvana and she felt as if she were real again, but then her dream world was shattered by the sound of Ms. Simians voice.

"CARRIE!"

"HU…?" Carrie opened her eyes again to see the class looking at her, but this time there faces were twisted into looks of confusion.

"I warned you once already so now you're going to have to go to the principal's office. "

"What for?"

"For disrupting the class with your humming, and believe me it wasn't quiet either. You actually missed an interesting discussion about humans. Sad you probably don't know anything about humans either do you?"

Carrie became enraged by those words and she snapped. "I'm dead because of humans!"
Ms. Simian didn't know what to say she just stared at her with the rest of the class. Carrie could feel their eyes burning into her with such a fiery intensity that she had to get out of the class. So she quickly grabbed her books and made for the door.

As she left the room she couldn't believe what had just happened. Why did she just blurt out her secret like that, how could she have been so stupid? She wasn't sure about what had happened all she could try and do was ask herself the same questions over and over again. The things she had thought about o what were they she became frustrated trying to remember what she thought about. She could remember warmth she remembered Gumball, and she remembered flesh… She stopped and stared down the hall as she remembered flesh… The key to living was flesh.

For the rest of the day that's all she thought about was the comfort of flesh. Her emotions began to fill as she thought about skin bone muscle and others. Others had flesh but she did not. She remembered her flesh but couldn't fell it. It  excited her as she made her way to the principal's office. All she could think about for the rest of the day was her old life and of her flesh.